its like i said, i dont want to be away from her anymore, dont get me wrong , ill always be able to wait for her, but its driving me even more crazy than before, i never did want to be away from her, but i kept telling myself that this distance will make us stronger, but i think we are strong enough, i love her so much, she means everything to me, i dont know what is is she does to me, but its something very special, i always used to hear people say "theres someone out there for everyone" and i always used to wonder what if your special someone doesnt live around you, what if there out there somewhere so far away that you never meet them and you never meet your someone, well now i look back and it makes me smile, my someone is far away, but fate somehow brought us together the day i met her in that room, i remember one day she was singing to the lifehouse song, hanging by a moment, and i added one line"im falling even more in love with you, letting go of all ive held onto" and it made her nervous i guess, cuz we knew we liked each other, but noone had ever mentioned love, it was true, i was falling even more in love with her everyday, and whats amazing, is 9 months later, im still falling even more in love with her everyday, weve been through alot together, weve laughed together and smiled together, and weve even cried together, and the more i think about what weve been through, the more i realize just how very special she is and why i fall even more in love with her everyday, i dont know how to describe it, when were together smiling and laughing it just feels.......right........i was looking up at the stars lastnight while i was walking across my yard and i realised , we really are just a small spec in the univers, but its amazing how one small spec and another small spec can come together in the huge universe and have something so special it makes the whole univers look like just a spec, that probably doesnt make sense to you but it does to me
i said this to cherry today,
theres so many things i want to promise you, and so many things i want to give you, and so many things i want us to do together, i wish i could give you all the diamonds in the world, and pick all the roses and bring them to you, i wish i could send you every i love you card ever made
its true, all those things, and more,i wish i could give her the sun and the moon and all the shooting stars to grant all her wishes forever , and i wish i could change the world so nothing would ever take that sweet smile off of her beautiful face, i keep seeing all these quotes and i thought i want to give cherry a nice quote of my own that meant something and this is what i said
"i love you, your my world and ill love you till the day i die, as long as theres a breath in my body, ill tell you i love you, as long as i can open my eyes, ill gaze into yours, as long as i can move my arms ill hold you, as long i can move my lips i will kiss you and as long as my heart is beating, it will always beat for you."